© 2008 Sandra Jean-Pierre
I Don't Know
... that I would be human if I didn't miss some of these things
some of these touching things
but I do
miss the way you smell after a shower
that clean sweet scent
of Dove and your skin
but not like that
not like
you'd think
not now
how I miss the
feel of your skin
against my palms
as I contemplate
how your hair between my
fingers will be both wiry
and soft
but not like that
not like
you'd think
not now
I miss those moments
in general
but not with you
not like that
not with you
not now
finally
your face has been
replaced
by this
all loving
all caring
place marker, in my mind
she has replaced all that
you never allowed
or conceded to,
and like that
I am realizing that I don't need you
to be those things
I've been so heartbroken for
those things that youth and living
have convinced you don't matter
after all
when they do
but you won't know that now
won't understand the
wealth that passed through
your hands
like gently held wind
but I am alright
with knowing I won't be there
in that 11th hour moment
for you
not like that
not like
you'd think
not now
cause I've finally
recognized the strength
in walking away.
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2 comments:
Oh honey, maybe after a few more years at it, I might be able to attempt a print of one of your masterpieces.
Hush girl please! Your writing is awesome. Besides it was heartbreak that wrote that poem ;) Some of the best stuff unfortunately comes from that sad place.
But thank you for the compliment :)
-S
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